hais.
wad happen to mi uhs?
suddenly so many vulgars out of mine mouth.
hais, its jus battery rite?
i was totally confused at the time uhs.
actually wanted to go to a fren house de.
with ryan,bona,jordon&parry.
den dey decided to go and pray.
i was rushing for time as my hp batt is low.
and i am toking to u. i dunwana to hang up ur fone derh.
but hais. den my stud dropped on the floor.
so difficult to find. i was like so sian & pekcek.
cnnt even do anything, all my frens are doing deir own praying.
and i am toking to you , wif a no batt fone?
hais. 1st time toking to you on fone, and i din wanna giv u a bad impression . D:
but so many things happen in one go.
i wasnt prepared at all.
i was late,
my stud dropped,
and dere is no batt on my fone.
&i was rushing myself.
yet dey are taking their time praying.
was angry&confused&rushing.
den, at that time i dun really noe wad to do.
expect to rush myself and keep tiinking. D:
hais. i din mean to really scold tat word, tat gives u a very bad impression de .
i guess i am really hopeless .
hais. den now, tinking for so long . i still blame myself for it.
I am really sorry for that. D:
den somemore you going to malaysia tommorow.
din even dare to say something tat i wanted to say b4 u go.
den now, dun dare to sms u. i was scare tat u may wakeup or feel irritated.
hais. i wanted to continue the 10mins sms, as i wanted to show you more concern.):
&i thought of asking you if i can wait for you under ur block.
i dun tink can, ur family. and i have even thought of this, even if i waited under ur block,
wad can i do? talk to u? i dun tink can?i cant even do anything tat wad i am thinking in
my heart. D:
in the end i din. ):
hais. i did nothing expect to think & keep thinking in my mind.
i was really very scare, after the fone incident.
and i want myself to change. not into so many vulgarities.
trying to be happy, but i cant.
all my frens only care bout gamble gamble gamble.
which i dun really like it.
nobody to talk to , and they keep gamble.
dun even dare to think anything now.
keep thinking , i will be more scared. ):
and now i can do is to wait for you to come back after saturday.
and nothing else i can do le.
i even felt that i am a spoiler.
you two are so good , den i came in this time.
to spoil everything, to make everyone upset bout my presence.
i was totally shag when i thought of tat.
mayb i should be the one tat have gone, but not him?
sorry for everything. really sorry.
i din mean it. but i cant say change jiu change my mind so easily?
love someone can change so easily de?
i dun tink anyone will.
and i dun tink he will say give up jiu give up de .
hais. dui bu qi . ):
zhen de zhen de dui bu qi):
after saying out all my feelings, i felt better.
thanks blog.

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